WTF's wrong with you?????

if you're not going to mass tell me ahead of time so i don't waste my time. i have a full week of assessments and such coming week...i'd rather be at home reviewing than browse through the supermarket with you! you called me down from my room...interrupted my train of thought...we're going to mass later, you want to come? fine. I asked you are you sure you're going to mass. oh yes, just let your brother grab something to eat first. he's making a sandwich now. we get in the car, down the street: "why don't we just go shopping instead? NO! I asked you again. are we going to mass. you said YES. i added that if you're not going to mass, i'm getting out and walking back home...it's only a couple hundred meters. no no no, we're going. you drop my sister off AT the church, your car stopped in front on the front steps. i take about an hour and a half to browse through the stores with you...more like a human shopping cart. last store, you're asking my brother if he wanted to just go have dinner and go home instead of going to mass. WTH? you're just told me you're going to mass. that's the only f-ing reasoning why I got out. if you're just going to have dinner just say so. seesh. no wonder you didn't bit*h at me when i was combing through the seed racks and the garden supplies. we walk out, there's a bit of snow falling...we're going home. WTFFFFFF??????? i asked you three times, on two different occasions if we're going to mass and you answered for sure. yes. we're going. WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM????? but wait...you drive BACK into the church parking lot to PICK UP YOUR DAUGHTER. you start swearing at everything when you couldn't get through her cell. uh...duh. you TURN OFF your cell in church. WTH is wrong with you? oh wait...so you get out and take your sweet time. you WALKED into the church to look for your daughter. so it makes sense for you to go into the church by yourself to chat with people while you leave me stuck with your spoiled son in the car? in those almost three hours i could have gone through all my chem. thanks a lot. btw: i'll PERSONALLY make sure you don't get ANY peace at home. MARK MY WORDS

sick...again?

stuffy nose, headaches, sore throat...flu? What a great time to get sick in the middle of school right before a week of tests, right when i'm trying to finish off my winter sowing, and right as i'm beginning to start my indoor sowing.

had an argument with that Mind Oppressing Monster...MOM. funny how people won't change their opinions. it just seems so foolish to me how stubborn they can be...those old wives tales. "plants steal oxygen from the room...that's why you're sick" why don't you tell me the plants are sucking out my life essence to grow?!!!! seesh. i mean, fine you nearly failed bio when YOU were in high school...but im doing quite well thank you very much. we now know that plants will use carbon dioxide to grow...CO2... the stuff that we EXHALE...the stuff that we don't use and is waste???? i bet some of you brainiacs are thinking "what about those CAM plants?" well...I only have one. a tiny one is a four inch pot. beside with about ten others that are NOT CAM plants making O2...doesn't it balance out? sometimes i wonder...maybe its all the energy it takes to try to make her see the light that drains me out. ughhh -_- "

Day after Valentine's

Valentine's is over and its a quiet Sunday morning. Bright, sunny, quiet. It's one of those days that you want to just kick back, relax and do nothing. They snow's starting to melt. I don't think I've ever been able to see green grass in February before. That amaryllis that bloomed Christmas day is blooming again. And rather nicely I might add. 6 buds! Most of the people I know spent Valentines with friends, going out or not, having dinner, going to the movies. Me? Ha! How many people do you know going to mass on Valentine's? Yup.